On my mind blurbs and questions

Do you ever noticed....
That when things go easy you speak to the person directly and when there are troubles... you only speak with the secretary...#weird.


I was so surprised....
to see that some girls really have the attitude to call themselves pornstars, with really not 1 movie on their website. So please define the word Pornstar....


I was just wondering!
Call it naive or blond but....
In the past it was common that people paid tax for the ground they lived on, when they rented it. When people needed food or something they traded it for other goods and later money. There was no tax involved for the business people had with each other... So why are we paying tax now on almost everything. I just cant understand why, for example models who work with just their body and further nothing else (I still presume a body is owned by the body who have it) or an other example when you build a home for someone else with your own hands (assuming the hands are yours) ... it is still business between two or more people where you use your own body (doesn't matter witch part) for and they other party is paying for. So why is there an extra party who is asking tax for that business.. while they are not paying or working for it? I just cant get that clear.


Someone asked me how can you categorize the people who know you and what you do and how do they treat you? 
I was actually very surprised about this question and couldn't answer.. but when I started to think about it... I realized...I could answer it after all. So here it is. Lets say we have 100 people who know me and know what I do.
50 of them are fans... some are bigger fans than the others....I adore this part of the people
25 of them know what I do.. but just don't care...everybody has to decide for his own what he or she likes or not
7 of them are my colleagues, I work with them or going to work with them.. or we just have other interested s in porn so we don't work together and just know each other.
5 of them are fans who jump around.. each part of the year they are somebody else's fan... funny people..
5 of them are my wannabe friends...to bad..I want real friends.. but I have these because I am well known.
3 of them just really don't like me...but they are not harassing me...it would be a strange world after all if everybody likes each other don't it.
1 of them is a friend of mine....those people are so precious to me.
1 of them is family....never see them... so who cares
And than the worst part.....
3 of them are people.. sort of fans (I don't know a better word for it)... they are jealous of your fame... or cant stand it they cant have you like you buy a barbie doll... or are once offended if you didn't do want they wanted you to do... and they live for it to make your life like hell... those are the only people in the world I call losers. If you don't like me... or cant stand I have something you don't... or cant stand that I cant be owned... stay away...

18. What would you say is your best porno you starred in?
Difficult to say.. I almost like every scene I do and give it my best. Its up to the fans to decide what I did best.

11th of June 2011 Mind blurb of the day!
People are always talking....mostly about each other... I read so many things on the internet..and sometimes I am so surprised to read that I did some things or been somewhere without knowing myself. So funny!

17. If would meet you, and you don't know me, would you date me?
In private I am just like every other girl. You have to work for it to get my attention. ;) Besides a porn actress I am still a woman...don't forget that!!

16. What is your most extreme sex fantasy you want to do?
Breaking the world record Anal

15. What car do you drive?
BMW and Dodge RAM

14. How does you family think about the fact you are in the porn business?
I don't exist for them any more..

13. In your private life..do you fuck with or with condom?
Safety first!! With condom. Only in a relation when someone is tested I fuck without. My health is my everything.

12. Do you like threesomes with two guys? 
Hell yeah!! I love doing double penetrations than.

11. Do you also visit couples clubs in your private life? If yes, do you fuck everybody there than? 
Yes I do visit couples clubs besides my porn career. No I don't fuck everybody there..just like everybody else there who come there to swing..when I like someone and we have a match.. than we fuck.


10. How long are you a model now? And why did you became one?
For six years now.. actually it was by accident. Check out http://charisma-gold.blogspot.com/2011/04/who-am-i.html

9. What is the last book you have read? And your favourite movie?
Under the Dome by Stephen King. Don't have a favourite movie, they make so many new ones I also like...so my opinion keeps on changing.

8. How would you best describe what you enjoy sexually on or off camera?
I enjoyed each scene I did. Most important I think is having fun. I love to give blowjobs, do anal, play with boys and girls..Think my answer is shorter if you ask me what I dont like hahaha.


7. Ever used a strap on? Is it on film? If no would you?
Yes I did and do...http://www.straponchicks.nl/    http://www.obeythebitch.nl/   http://www.slavengangbang.nl/

6. Which club you never visited do you hate?
Cant dislike a club if I never been there. 

5. Are you an Angel in disguise?
Nice compliments still make me blush...no I am not an Angel.. absolutely not, far too naughty for that lol. But I try to respect and take care for those who do the same for me. And be honest.

4. What was your first anal experience like?
Awesome... felt completely filled up.. did a cream pie right away... but the sperm didn't came out... to tight..

3. Do you get as dirty away from the cameras as you do in front if them?
I think you want to ask me, whether I am as naughty in my personal life as I am in my movies..lol
Hmmm.. well the difference between them is I don't have to focus on the camera in my personal sex life. And from what others tell me.. YES I am a slut also in my personal life ;)

2. What is your own fetish?
I almost do every fetish... but if you ask me what is mine.....uhm...I not that kind of girl who stays with one thing..depending on my mood and how I am at that moment as a person I like things..mostly I like to do stuff my own way...
But off course I love shoes....lol..

1. What is your favourite toy?
Well.. If I can choose ... give me a real dick or pussy in stead of a toy